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what can I say? I have a way with words.

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Dear friends and lovers

and die hard fans

I haven't written here in over a year, but now I have to because tonight was brilliant. Ian, Shane and I got stoned, saw blood and chocolate, and then went to the children's section of Borders and looked for waldo. we also read green eggs and hams and it was LOVELY. and dirty. ish.

I wish jennyraebailey had a livejournal, but alas, she is too cool.

Current Mood:
thirsty thirsty
Current Music:
Grey grey room.
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Current Location:
b-e-d-r-o-o-m, venice california
Current Mood:
too tired to have a mood. too tired to have a mood.
Current Music:
eskimo, damien rice.
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my myspace is gone: I have no virtual location to compulsively go to, anymore.

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p.s

???

Current Location:
livingroom
Current Mood:
so anxious so anxious
Current Music:
Even So. Rachel Yamagata.
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I havent written I livejournal entry in a very long time.

So far this school year has been easier on my nerves then the last one. So far Im not quite as held back by my anxieties and fears as I was last year. The only downside is hannah louise denyer is at new roads, and I miss her.

The other downside is that I cant eat chocolate anymore.

Yeah, I think thats all I feel like writing.

oh, I just moved into the backhouse (guest house, I guess)...who wants to move in with me?!?!?!?! ha.

Current Mood:
aggravated aggravated
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my sister wants me to write an entry. because she scares me, i do whatever she tells me too...which brings us to me writing this.

just kidding, i usually ignore her completely.

i do not have anythign to say.

im only writing this so that natasha will not be so bored and
livejournal is boring.
BORING!!!!! whose idea was this?

LAlAlALALALALALAlA im listening to the beatles. i just rented like seven videos that im probobly not going to watch.

i got two tubes of blood drawn today.
yummy.

my vein fear is gone because of how many times ive had to get blood drawn now.

two weeks ago they had to take blood for three whole hours. GASP. yeah, it was good times. and they made me drink orange soda for some reason.
okay, now im going to post random pictures and continue waiting for eryca or quinn to call me.

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i miss my friends. anda is in maine and hannah is in europe. its sad.

"evrybody leaves"

thats not really a true quote, but its pretty close.

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THE END

natasha, i hope youre happy.

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okay so....uh...comment? do you say that on livejournal? i forgot.

Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
Current Music:
Ticket To ride
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coachella was SOOOO good.

day one
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im really short.

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weezer was on drugs. they said so themselves.

day two
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i got lost and cell phones werent working so i wanderd around by myself until i found owen
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okay the end.
anda,i hope youre happy

Current Mood:
amused amused
Current Music:
wasted and ready
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hannah denyer is really cool, especially now that she's converted to brunetteness. i dont have a picture of her with brown hair, otherwise it post it, but i dont.

Image hosted by Photobucket.com i like the picture of hannah better.

i have this memory of when hannah and i were like 3 or 4...and she told me that her hair was golden and my hair was poo. she probobly doesnt remember because she has no memory since she was dropped on her head.
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the disneyland ice cream store is the best thing ever.
Image hosted by Photobucket.comsome kid was wearing blue uggs at the bridge when i hung out with jackson, so i thought i should take a picture of it.
i went shopping today for an outfit for my cousins batmitzva next week....
my mom took my to rodeo drive and we couldnt really afford anything that i liked so I bought silly putty in a book store.

one tree hill:

brooke moved in with lucas
anna reuinited with her lesbian girlfriend
peyton and jake are in love and nikki is trying to get her daughter back from jake...she had him arrested for "kidnap", though it wasnt kidnap cause its his kid too and she is a neglectful mother.
hailey told nathan she didnt want to be married to him anymore(basically) so he went to a bar and almost had sex with her sister.
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peyton





okay, maybe thats all for now.
Current Mood:
aggravated aggravated
Current Music:
about a girl
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Current Mood:
quixotic quixotic
Current Music:
Older Chests. damien rice
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anda went to spain,

"its amaaazing."

hannah is a grandma.

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i bought a hat and we waited for britney spears outside of JJ Chill...but she never showed up.
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it was my dads 50th birthday so i ate half of a coconut cake from Ralphs. mmm.
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babysitting jasmine
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ian and quinns hair.
ian is a good writer.

Current Mood:
amused amused
Current Music:
Okay, i belive you. but my tommy gun dont't
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this is my favorite thing in the world right now:
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weirdo:
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we went to see the music man and ate lots of bad cookies.

thursday i went to LACHSA with jackson. funnest thing ive done since i got grounded. a 30 minute drive to his house, a 30 minute subway to a 20 minute bus, 10,000 stairs up a mountain....and the same thing coming home.
it was fabulous.

my garage is becoming a house:
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i told anda im going to have lots of parties in there....and she said "you mean like me, you, hannah denyer and your stuffed animals?"
i hate her.

pictures:
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Current Mood:
heartburn. heartburn.
Current Music:
Violet
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hey guys this is ANDA. post a memory you have of you and zahra...because i say so. and becuase you love her a lot.
Current Mood:
you will be the death of me you will be the death of me
Current Music:
muse. our time is running out.
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sophie. my temporary dog. or maybe not temporary, im not sure.

this weekend was terrible besides when i found sophie about to walk into abbot kinney while cars were going by and i saved her and took her home.

there, anda. are you happy now? you have your picture.
Current Mood:
numb numb
Current Music:
cannonball. because thats all i listen to.
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i have a new friend named Selly.

he is a purple alien wiht stripped arms and legs and a reversable head. he turns into a purse as well. he wears a pink and green see through dress...i'll try to get a picture to post. this girl i baby-sat invented him. she's creative.

who wants to hang out tomorow?

Current Mood:
dizzy dizzy
Current Music:
FUCK THE PAIN AWAY
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Comment with your name and i'll:
1.Tell you how you'll end up when you grow up.
2.What famous/fictional person you should be married to.
3.tell you what song reminds me of you
4.tell you what famous/fictional person you remind me of.
Current Mood:
aggravated aggravated
Current Music:
Luna. smashing pumpkins
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becuase i dont want to study for my science final
and because
i know how much everyone loves answering these...

1)Are We Friends:
2)Do You Love Me:
3)How Long Have I Known You:
4)In Four Words How Would You Describe Me:
5)Have I Ever Helped You:
8)What Is My Best Physical Quality:
9)What Is My Best All Round Quality:
11)What Is The Stupidest Thing You Have Ever Seen Me Do:
12)If You Could Change One Thing About Me What Would It Be And Why:
13)Which Celebrity Do You Think I Look Most Like:
14)If I Was In A Magazine Which One Would You Not Be Surprised To See Me In:
15)Do You Think I'm Beautiful:
16)If I Was A Dog Which One Would I Be:
17)Am I Trustworthy:
18)If I Died what would you do?
19)Do you Think I'm Smart:
21)Which Song Reminds You Most Of Me:

Current Mood:
dead. dead.
Current Music:
champagne
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anda came over and we took pictures of eachother. we're so cool.

anda is the only person who loves me. haha. and even SHE is having second thoughts.
Current Mood:
i have a headache. i have a headache.
Current Music:
Silent All These Years
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quinn came over and we sat in my room and talked a lot. our convorsation topics havent changed much since I met her in 6th grade.


then she left and my mom was yelling at me so i took this picture to distract myself.


then I drank black coffee from peet's.(spelling?)


my sister is going to yosemite tomorow. i will miss her.


before i cut my hair.
Current Mood:
cold. again cold. again
Current Music:
damien rice
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